Pheew! my first ever post for a very long time.......
it feels kinda odd, it's kind of i'm in a computer rehab and i'm not allowed to touch any computers. work is really hectic, a lot of changes at work so i've been snobbing my friends and i haven't had fun in ages. so i've been very good except this time i have a new drinking buddy---- my mum.
after dinner, we usually have tea and some bikkie, but this time we have a glass of red each to help us go to sleep. hahaha! we're becoming alcoholics yo!
so me and my girls went out today, had dinner and watch a movie. we watched john tucker must die. i dunno, i can't find jesse metcalf sexy or even drool worthy. maybe i watched so many passions (don't ask!) before that i'm waiting for charity to pop out or that midget timmy.
it was funny though coz lately me and my girls were talking about how guys these days are so fucking retards. i mean, they are listening to their knob than their brains, right?????
i don't want to be discourage with this observations but WHERE ARE THE DECENT GUYS???? guys that are not playing games. guys who are honest and sincere. guys that find woman as a person with feelings and not an accessories. is my friend right? are they just bunch of dickheads roaming around the streets looking for a victim, make them fall inlove, hit them in the sack and then dump them. shit this is what i hate about singlehood, yeah its fun no boundaries, no ties pero puta the emotional part dude, nakakainis.
example na lang ha, like this good mate of mine (i will not name names) he is going out with this uber fashionista chick and really pretty. they're been going out for two years now and planning to move in together. they are basically married in bills ( ie shared car bill, telephone, accomodation) but everytime we are talking about how we meet a new bunch of hot girls and he's all going gaga and wanted to meet them. shit lucky i'm not that close to her gf or else i'll tell her about his dirty little dick.
i think guys stop looking to the other women when they are already in their bed pan or maybe when they go blind. i mean hands up those who think that your man is 100% honest with you? even when they are sleeping they are cheating on you. they are having wet dreams over jessica alba's butt or maria sharapova's leg.
what i don't understand is what they frontin' on you. they pretend like they are the new age sensitive guys. like they are the victim of this ever changing world. i've been meeting a lot of guys lately who wants to get married, damn what is happening in this world? are the guys now becoming a sucker for romance? does tiffany and co targeting the late twenties male nowdays? if that was six years ago, i'll probably so aswoon and end up marrying some ass wipe dude, but i turned so jaded right now that romance does nothing on me. flowers-arghhhh! bulgari ring- fuck off. i listened to destiny's child so much that i surpass beyonce when she said "all the ladies who are independent, throw your hands above me".
my mum keep pushing me to get married that's why i think she wanted me to go back in phils and use my AUSTRALIAN CITIZEN charm to get a husband. she always said, " i can die now if i see all of you settled". then i'll answer her with "that's why i'm not getting married coz i want you to live longer!" i'm so terrible eh?!?
i always pray to God that i'm doing a right thing about deciding not to get married. i've seen a lot of old lady at work who are not married (most of them are retired nurses-yikes!) and they are living alone and in some way miserable. i don't want to be grumpy and miserable but i guess i'll be like that if i don't break this super protective barrier that no one can pass and hurt me.
i better stop thinking about this barrier bullshit again coz it made me think of this fucker that help me built them and he ain't worthed to be remembered.
hay naku enough with this bullshit, this is making me depressed. i'm still waiting for my romeo though, pero i think nakuha na rin sya ng bading :( :(